Projects...

 

My new crafty projects... very pleased with myself, especially the Shambles which was a Christmas present from the boyfriend :D

*Falls to ground clutching phone* Noooo

Oh joy the gumpiness has followed me into today... aided by stupid HR departments which are unable to respond even to the most basic email/phone messages (have left both with the same company) and people who indicate to come off roundabouts at the wrong junctions and thus cause emergency breaking!!

Things went worse when I had to ring HMRC because I accidentally opened up 2 stocks and shares ISA's in one year, things looked up though when she said they wouldn't take any sort of action towards me. I even started to feel better when I spoke to my financial advisor and realised that my second (and illegal) ISA had done really well and made me £700... but since then my very lovely iphone appears to have died. I am very confused and lost without it and am hoping my finance can perform some sort of iphone resusciation on it, either that or if he is feeling lovely he may give me his old iphone. Anyway I can see this involving a trip into the o2 store tomorrow, I am just so annoyed as my contract has only just ran out and I signed up for a new one with it... very very annoying!! If I hadn't adored my old phone so much I could have had a shiney new iphone 5, curse my economy drive.

Anyway on a more positive note with the ISA that has been closed down I now have saved for my half of the wedding *looks smug*.

*Breaths deeply* I am just hoping the anger goes away soon

The day of anger

Today is the day of random anger... I am sitting on the sofa feeling very annoyed with life for no particular reason... not pleased! I also burnt my tongue on home made pizza... so I am now sulking

I think the issues starteted with my handmade place cards for the wedding, I am cross stitching designs and names onto aida for each guest (when we infact devise a guest list...) but it just kept going wrong today. I stitched the same design twice and went wrong twice, I gave it up in the end... I am sure stitching is supposed to be theraputic!! Handmade may be cheaper but it doesn't always mean that it is easier, saying that I probably should have just hand written them.

Jenn

p.s. I am still sulking

Rabbits!!

I have had my hand torn open by a little rabbit who wasn't very pleased at the idea of going back to bed again. I am so annoyed with my little flock of rabbits tonight, I have had bunnies for the past ten years and don't consider myself to be an amature but I ended up being scratched by two different rabbits. Benson is a little tiny rabbit without the strength to break skin so when he scratches it is not too bad (though he does have a wonderful little bubbly personality) but Salt is a little madam with attitude. She has just been given a new big hutch but never the less decided that she didn't want to go to bed so she went crazy and scratched my hand badly. In essence I am not pleased!!!

My inside bunny has a poorly eye and I am trying to give him drops 3 times a day. This is made easier by the fact that he is happy to sit still, however it is made harder by the fact that he has really long eyelashes and the drops are sticky. I usually manage to get some in his eye though and he just has to accept the fact that the fluff around his eye permanently looks wet. I shudder to think how difficult it would be to administer if it was Salt instead!! I would permanently be covered in scratches!

I am now going to spend the evening sulking with doughnuts and popcorn

Eating wallpaper

I am getting my first puppy in a month and a half and I cannot wait!! I am utterly daunted at the same time by being responsible for her development and happiness (to be completely anthropomorphic). I have seen my freinds buy impulse puppies over the last few months, two of which have ended with the dog being rehomed. They seemed so unphased by such a big life upheaval but the idea sort of terrifies me (somehow in a good way).

I just think that if I can't train this dog correctly then I must be in the wrong career... mind you it might be a bit late for a change after a degree and a masters in animal behaviour lol.

The boyfriend and I have had a bit of a dissagrement about the placing of the puppy crate, the problem is that we have a house bunny and two hamsteres who will need some form of segregation at night. We are now thinking that the dining room is a good place for her to live. I think it might need some form of decoration though, we tend to avoid the room since the baby rabbits wintered there last year. I say babies but in the space of one weeks holiday I came back to find rampant teenagers who were chewing the wall paper off the walls. Needless to say that it looks a complete state now!! They even managed to get ontop of their cage and chew the wall half way up... they even nibbled the concrete in places! It didn't take long for the books at the bottom of the bookcase to migrate upwards (luckily they didn't munch on any books I liked too much!).

Lagging behind

Well today has not been the best of days... all the ducklings seem to have vannished from the pond. I am sort of hoping they were bullied out by that nasty male, but I can't help but think they met a worse fate!

Ever feel like you are lagging behind in life? I constantly judge myself against others and come up wanting. I know perfectly well that I have achieved a degree, my PGCE, am about to start a masters course, have a wonderful partner and a house but still I am dissatisfied. I do think that some of this might be down to facebook (the route of all evils!!). I tend to look at what other people have, children, high flying jobs and lovely new kitchens and feel that I should be there... I guess I am hankering after the impossible... the perfect life!!

I keep telling myself to stop judging myself against others as it is never going to make me happy, however doing it is much harder!!